I want to be so skinny, so that it kills him when he thinks about how he let me go. I want new loves to fall head over heels for me. I want to wear just a v-neck and jeans and look amazing. I want to walk around in my bikini at the beach and be flawless. I want those small thighs and that tiny waist. I want to go to the mall and know every store carries my size and every item of clothing will look amazing on me. I want to hear the “Wow! You look great!” and the “Did you lose weight?!” I want to wear big sweaters and look like the cutest, tiniest little thing. I want hear them say “Wow, she’s beautiful.” and not just “She’s really pretty, but kinda big.” I want the jealous stares and turning heads. I want to be comfortable where ever I am, no matter what I’m wearing.
I want to be that girl. That pretty, skinny, flawlessly happy girl.
Today is August 31st… the end of my last fat summer. Summer 2012, I’ll be at my UGW. I’ll be healthy and fit, just watch me. I’ll prove everyone wrong. I will be thin. I will be happy.
maybe not healthy…but I will be thin and fit.
YES ! Exactly. Summer 2012 = Skirt, shorts, dress and T-shirts. Summer 2012 = No shame !
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didn’t work out…
the past 3 days, because I was sick. gotta catch up on everything tomorrow.
